Friday, February 11, 2005
A road to no where
Ahh... why is it so hard? I cannot focused my mind for so many days.... Problems and ouble always follow me around where ever I go. That what I had in my mind couples days ago... And now I thought I already deal with them, but I was dead wrong. They always follow me around where ever I go.
At first I always complaining 'bout everything and blaming something for that. Mistake after mistake and I keep thinking that they are not my fault. I thought I learned something from them, then again, I was wrong. I keep repeatedly doing the same mistakes, again and again. Until recently I met friends. Someone I treasured most nowday.
Somehow, from them I learned, that mistakes will always happening, following me around like a shadow. Some are happening because of the sillyness of myself and others probably not, or even they happening just like that, out of nowhere. I also learned from them, I should use another approach to deal with the circumstances.
So now, I try to re-arrange my life and try to look troubles from another perspective. I do not know whether the way I took is right or wrong. I just know the old ways I was doing, was somehow inappropriate.
So... guys..... wish me luck will you?
