Friday, March 04, 2005
Being needed by someone else....
Once again, I was reminded by friend of mine, "a good a man can be is a man who is worthed and useful for others". When was the first time I heard this phrase? probably long time ago, but as far as I can remember, I heard this phrase from one of my cousin's daughter who is learned it from her father. A simple phrase indeed but has many deep meanings.
So I wondering, thinking throughly through the days I've been through. Am I really useful for others? How and in what way? Well after thinking throughly, probably I'm not the most usefull a man can be but I think, out of my big head, at least for today I've done several things for other people, so I think that my life is quite meaningful. But when I think again, all the thing I've done is not that really good enough if I compared them to other doing. When I think of this often I feel really sad and scared, trully.
Being needed by others, I think, somehow already become my important needs, like food and water. And I think the feeling of being needed is also emerge in other people feelings, whether they aware of this situation or not. As a social beings humans will always need to talk and communicate with others, they need someone else. So they need some one who needed them, since there also someone who wants people to talk to them as opposite statement of that.
Am I make myself clear? well at least that what I am feeling now. Am I wrong?
